santa monica pier | january, 2016
Just wanted to drop a line and say farewell! I’m off to Europe for the next 10 days! I feel so excited and a little nervous because unlike past trips of this caliber, I’m going to Amsterdam and Stockholm alone. I know! It’s kind of crazy but at the same time, I’m up for the adventure. I’ve got a few things planned, like a nighttime photo tour of Amsterdam, and a ferry ride to Drottningholm Palace in Stockholm. I’ve tried to leave some down time too, for coffee and schoolwork in local cafes, but it’s hard to not try to see as much as possible during my stay. Either way, I’ll be sharing on IG and a little later, here on the blog. yay! andokaybye! Xx
You know that movie, The Wedding Planner? It’s one of my all-time guilty pleasure rom-coms that I can recite from memory. Besides JLo’s impressive, Jackie-O inspired wardrobe and Matthew McConaughy’s stunning sweater-wearing abilities, there has always been one inspirational aspect of that movie that’s stuck with me: Mary’s singledom.
I have been told that I’m a private person, and I think my unwillingness to share has grown exponentially over the past few years. I won’t open the proverbial can of worms as to why, at least not right here right now, but I will say that I’m consistently surprised and inspired by people that are so open and willing to share. Misgivings about a job or trouble in a relationship, epic failures, and great triumphs. These moments, good and bad, are what make me realize how important it is to push through the discomfort and connect with other people. This, for me, is easier said than done. But, I’m going to make an effort and begin here, on the blog. I’ll utilize this space as my journal, and maybe this opportunity to uncomfortably share how I feel will help me grow, and/or resonate with someone else.
I know it won’t be easy but I’ve found that when I write out the heavy stuff, I can often stand back and figure out the root of the problem. I also have a hard time not worrying about what other people think, so this will be an exercise in not giving an eff.
So… let’s do this.